Don't feel ashamed, sadness is as much part of the human emotion as happiness. I just think, you need more love. Try to meet or talk to a guys, be confident and Yourself c: you're so awesome in so many ways ,, I know it seems so easy to give up, but things WILL get better! You will be in love and have a great job and future, just tell people how you feel, if they care they'll try to cheer you up (: if they don't, they're not worth fighting for, so don't mind their negative opinions. You ARE Strong! You ARE Beautiful! You ARE Freaking AWESOME!! So Go!! And Truly Be Happy! When You figure out what's wrong, tell me what's wrong .I love You and I